Kees von Dongen
"Only" by Nine Inch Nails
I’m becoming less defined as days go by
And well you might say
I’m losing focus
Kinda drifting into the abstract in terms of how I see myself
Sometimes I think I can see right through myself
Sometimes I can see right through myself
Less concerned about fitting into the world
Your world that is
Cause it doesn’t really matter anymore
(no it doesn’t really matter anymore)
No it doesn’t really matter anymore
None of this really matters anymore
Yes I am alone but then again I always was
As far back as I can tell
I think maybe it’s because
Because you were never really real to begin with
I just made you up to hurt myself
I just made you up to hurt myself, yeah
And I just made you up to hurt myself
- Trent Reznor
"I like what she sees in herself
Gives me hope and confidence"
"Kimberly Austin" by Porno for Pyros
Hardcore Will Never Die But You Will by Mogwai
"I haven’t slept for two days
I’ve bathed in nothing but sweat
And I’ve made hallways
scenes for things to regret.
My friends they come.
And the lines they go by"
Rest My Chemistry, Interpol
Tulips Place Third
When tulips age
in a tabled vase
they open their hearts
trusting and wide
spilling petals, pollen
to the floor.
by Annie Howard
Joseph, Resort 2015
"Engulfed by a wave of nothingness, he is like an old man who can no longer distinguish tears from laughter."
Patti Smith on Rimbaud
Maiyet, Resort 2015
"True I have wept too much! Dawns are heartbreaking;
Cruel all moons and bitter the suns.
Drunk with love’s acrid torpors,
O let my keel burst! Let me go to the sea!"
[from] The Drunken Boat by Arthur Rimbaud
Josh Goot, Resort 2015
"Run in the shadows
Damn your love
Damn your lies
Break the silence
Damn the dark
Damn the light"
The Chain by Fleetwood Mac